- Amos 5:21-24, The Message

‘Perhaps the only fair thing to say…is that when we forsake the lives of others…….we actually forsake our own.’  - I-Heart Revolution:We are all in this together

Finds solace in memories of your faithfulness.
Solace in places,
here,i find rest in you.

Gave my heart to God on 10/3/2007 in Nexus auditorium,week in week out,a year,two years,three years,four years. Keeping your house clean,serving your people,oh the joy that is found in this place,it is a joy from serving you and for you my creator,alone.
Thank you God,for using me to bring my friends to know you,and now they are serving you! Seeing how far,how much our lives has changed,it is only by your grace. I have lost battles and have won some,but it is a war altogether,and so i press on,holding with all i can,the hope you have given,the faith that i keep,the love that i need.

The narration that instantly lured me to the show. 

‘Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the center cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed,and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned:
The best lack all conviction,while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.’ 

My favorite half  of a beautiful poem by W.B Yeats.
(though i do no justice to him by neglecting the other half)

One sees what he desire,often unknowingly,but often personal.

Sometimes,its the older believers that are so used,so done,so capable yet comfortable.And there’s these younger ones,so fresh,so excited,so clumsy and ready to learn.And the younger ones meets the older ones,and adopts their paradigm.
The older ones stuck in their paradigm,trapped in limbo made by their own minds,and the day of awakening unknown…

I actually wanted to blog last sat,totally forgot about it,and therefore,now.I rmb when i 1st went for tertiary,i was judgemental and entered with the youth service expectation if you know what i mean,and of cos,its different seemingly,and i was like where’s the hype? “huh,why got people sit down worship one?” “walou,why no responses one?” “cui ah,cuiiiii”
And i exited that service with still a judgemental spirit. But i thank god that my perception changed and matured,and definitely more in the future!

‘Don’t confuse a world of people loving one thing with hype,sometimes that’s just everybody agreeing that something is fabulous.’ -
John Mayer

I’m not saying that the people in tertiary whom are not ‘jumping’ or not responding with amens are the older people whom i’ve described on top,nor am i saying that the people in youth who jumps and shouts amen are merely hype machines.

There is a reality that i’ve come to realise,that there is no ‘amount of god’s presence’,there is only present or not present.
That response and hype is good,however it is only but the tip of an iceberg.
That ‘God is the same from beginning to the end. And if you wanna know what’s change,it is your heart,mind,soul and strength.’
That there is no need to assess another person’s spiritually at all,at all,as often you’ll find yourselves cynical,often meaningless.
That service is between you and god first before anything else under the sun,really.

And then i went for tertiary service last sat with MJ and it was aweeeeeeeeeesome.I went in with faith that god will be there and undeniably i was in awe. Encouraged MJ,and was encouraged myself talking to him. I actually find the sermon more relevent to me also! Served in Security today! Bought a shirt cos of manly reasons,i shall not continue further…but anyway it was great! Though i’m still exploring ways to experience god during duty,can’tttttttt wait to move into AXIS!!!! Really wanna give my best as i have before! Went to zam zam to eat with NEB! Really glad that we’ve been eating tgt! Haha,went there 3 years ago for briyani and it was good,and till today,the mutton briyani is damnnnnnnnnnnnnn good.  Went back recently on tuesday and tried that egg prata,$1.50 for a big piece of egg prata and mouth-watering curry is absolutely worth,and not to mention free ice kosong!!@#! And LASTLY,went there for dinner today to try their self-proclaim number 1 Murtabak in singapore! Ordered the largest and everyone agreed that it was the most heavenly Murtabak they’ve ever tasted in their sad lives! (some murtabak virgins btw) DAMN FATTENING ANW.
Most probably not going back in a month although its extremely tempting. Overall a great day,until the last part of it getting owned by donavan in pool. But it was great time spent la!
Prayer meet - Love the word of god more dudeeeeeeee

He ends it by saying:
‘My goal now is to teach young brothers and sisters to wield words like handguns,and then ask them who the real criminal is.’

THIS WASTED HEART_TENDERFIST from JHz on Vimeo.

SFTC Session #0 : L’alphalpha Live At The Bedroom – Comet’s Tail from Dimas Wisnuwardono on Vimeo.

Just the song to fit my current thoughts and mood.